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I am down another 4 pounds this week!!!  I am not complaining, but I am waiting for the palatue to come.  I am just 8 pounds away for my mini goal.  240.  That used to be my highest weight ever, but somehow I was able to get over that hurdle! *laughs*  I am almost back to that point!  I cannot wait to see that number come.  When I get to it, I am going to go back to the doctor and see if I can get off my blood pressure medication.  I do not want to be on it anymore!!!    I think I am gong to go for a walk since my little one is sleeping, and the hubby is actually home today!!!  Have a great healthy day everyone!!!!

Today started off really great, I was up at 6:45 am, did my walk/jog video.  I was all happy and then the phone rings.  My mom-in-law calling to tell me that my sis-in-law lost her baby.  She just told me on Tuesday that she was expecting.  We were all SO HAPPY!!  They have been trying ofr almost 3 years.  After a surgury to clear up a problem she had, they concieved naturally.  I am just hurting for her so much.  I know first hand how bad she wanted this child.   I guess I don’t understand why this happens to good people and good parents.  I hear all the time about people hurting their babies.. It just sucks.  Sorry to be a downer, but I guess I needed to get it off my chest.  Everyone at home that I talk to is effected by it, ya know what I mean?!  I know my sis is very strong,  and she will come through this a better person, I just hate for her to have any pain at all.  Okay enough for now.  Thanks for listening.  I know the day will get better!! It has too!!!!!

why do 18mth olds eat out of the garbage.. or should I ask why does MY daughter eat out of the garbage????  I am going to buy a garbage can that you can lock the kids out of.. or into!  :D  j/k!!  She has eaten 2 apple cores and some golfish crakers out of the can.  I have fed her… she ate  sausage and an apple for breakfast.  The crackers were her snack, that she spilt all over the floor…  grrrrr!  She is lucky that she is so cute.  For my shopping list for today, I need a locking garbage can and a handheld vaccum…. Thanks Abby!!!!  Okay enough rambling.. I have to see what she is into now!!  Have a great day everyone!!!

This weekend was not a very healthful one.  It was my husband’s 30th bday weekend.  We drank  little too much on Saturday night (taco bell at 1 am!!) , and yesterday over my mom-in-laws, she had bad foods galore!!!  I had no healthy options at all!!!  :(   So pizza and kolbasi and fried potatoes are in my stomach still ( i think)  Today is a new day, I just hope all my hard work for the past month doesn’t give way to my old habits.  I am refocused on my goals.  But wow it was nice to eat cassada cake again!!!  But as they say nothing tastes as good as thin feels!!!!  Have a great and healthy day!!!!!

It has been a really good week so far!  I have gotten to workout everyday.  I am really proud of that.  My eating has been pretty good too.  Even with going ou to dinner last night, I wasn’t too bad, though the cheese fries my nephew was eating did call my name!!!  I just had one though!   I am really hoping for a good number on the scale Saturday.  Then Saturday night it is off to party!!  I am throwing my hubby a suprise 30th bday party!  I am hoping to just be on a “liquid” diet that night!!  Have a great day everyone!!! 

I think my plan for this week, is to have a “cheat” meal on Saturday. Just one meal one time a week.. It seems to be working okay so far.  Plus it lets me look forward to something!!!  Wish me luck!!!

I lost 3 more pounds!!  I guess diet and exercise do work after all!  No miracle pill will do the same!  I’m hoping that I can loose a few more and get off the blood pressure meds.  We’ll see!!!  Okay my daughter is out of hearing range, hope everyone has a great Saturday!!!!

I just wieghed myself, and I was the same.  I know it is good to maintain, but I added exercie this week, and I was really motivated to see the scale go down more.  Well the weigh in isn’t until  Saturday.. hopefully I will see a little result by then! 

It started off pretty shitty. My daughter got up way to early, and I couldn’t work out.  Shit, I couldn’t even function let alone workout.  So I was really grouchy.  I decided that I wasn’t gonna work out at all then, because life sucks.. I am never gonna loose the weight I need to.. pity.. pity….pity… party for me.  Then I decided that I needed to STOP that bullshit, and get off my ass.  So, I did.. I did my walk and jog walk away the pounds.  Sorry for all the vulgar lauguage, but I need to swear right now.. I can’t do it in front of my kids!!!  So, I am saying  Thank You!!!  For blogging your triumphs and downfalls.. because we are all human, and we mess up and we succeed.  I am proud of myself for not falling  into the excuse pit, for working out.. my body is saying thank you too.  Okay I am totally rambling now… but today is a good day!!!!

Damn that EasterBunny… Why did he bring so much this year?  Why didn’t I throw it out when I started my eating plan?  Okay, I just had a peanut butter egg yesterday, but I did really good the rest of the day.  Hopefully 1 piece of candy won’t kill all my hard work!  I did send the rest with my hubby to work… let all the guys get fat, not me!!!  Other than my little mishap, I did great yesterday.  I got my workout in already today too, just need to do my team challange yet.  Today is a new day.  I know I won’t make that same mistake twice!  Happy  Tuesday Everyone!!!!!